Wednesday, March 17, 2010

I Knew You

I knew you
You knew me
Now I wonder
If I'd ever see you again

Some say it's all a crazy dream
Others a forever reality
Your guess is as good as mine
Life's got me wondering
If I'd ever see you again

I'm looking everywhere I can
Could one more clue
Lead me to you
My heart keep trying to know
If I'd ever see you again

Some say it's magic from long ago
If so, it's all unbelievable
Where have you gone?
Like a missing piece of a puzzle
I hoping to know
If I'd ever see you again

I once laughed with you
Deeply I've looked into your eyes
Felt you so alive
To god within my soul I'm questioning
If I'd ever see you again

tho4 t h h M ny deaths in my life that occurred last year did not have an effect on me but slowly they were affecting me internally. While I was in Atlanta I learned to face those feelings head on and now I am back in Miami and back in school at Florida Memorial I am doing ok as of now I am just taking it one day at a time and learning to open up to others and not deal with everything on my own. I was inspired to write a book about my personal life experiences in the hope that someone reads it and learns from what I been through and it helps them. My major is psychology. I am trying to get back on the right track again, I found my faith again and I am ready for whatever comes my way.

Honestly, there's no way I could possibly describe myself because everyone has a different perception of a person. All you need to know is that I love who am and I will not change for anyone. You'll either love me or hate me, and I could care less which of the two you end up choosing. I'm really not interested in what people have to say about me anymore because the only opinion that truly affects me is my own. I'm all about experimenting and trying new things at least once. I'd really like to travel the world and see different backgrounds, cultures, and environments. I want to own my own business but I'm not sure exactly what I want in life just yet, But I do know I want to be with someone that I love for the rest of my life and to be happy.

My ultimate plan is to get my degree in psychology and open up a place for teenagers to go. I would call it “Sanctuary” it is a place where adolescents can come and be free and away from the streets where they won’t have to deal with drugs, gang violence, as well as getting away from any problems at home. Also they will be able to learn more about themselves as well as others and learn to coexist with others who are different sexes, races, and religions. They will also be able to get help with their homework and any problems they have at school. I want my “sanctuary” to be a safe place where they are able to form their own opinion with out being influenced by an outside force.

“The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy”. In that regard, my life has not been all sunny and happy. As a small child, I went through many trials and tribulations. For example, being put in the foster care system, the loss of my mother, these things has made me become stronger as a student as well as a man. I have endured so much in my life. I am more mature than most people my own age. I believe that I am a very positive person who likes to help others; I also try to teach them how to live life each day with a positive attitude, regardless of setbacks. Although I have had many setbacks in life I do not use it as an excuse, or, as a clutch to receive anything not genuinely earned. I would rather be rewarded by my character, drive, determination, and aspirations. My ultimate plan is to get my degree in psychology and open up a place for teenagers to go. I call it “Sanctuary” it is a place where kids can come and be free and away from the street where they won’t have to deal with drugs, gang violence, and they can get away from any problems at home. Also they will be able to learn more about themselves as well as others and learn to coexist with others who are different sexes, races, and religions.

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