Well if death is so easy why are there so many people trying to live it day to day?
So the big question to everyone is, is life so hard because it is meant to be or is it that way because we make it hard. Ok So I kno it has been a while since I last wrote something on facebook. The reason behind that was because at that point in time my life was going ok. Nothing major was wrong I was back in school making da grades just having fun. But I guess you figured it out now that I am writing on facebook again that I must be having something go wrong in my life now.
So as you all know that I was in the process of joining the navy right? So about to weeks ago I actually did join it and I was sworn in, so my ship off date was supposed to be August 15, 2008. so b4 I was to ship off I had to Finnish all my lose end like for example my job, so I had to tell my employer and quit. I had to leave school and withdraw, and finally I had to leave my apartment that I had wit a roommate with. So my roommate was already planning on leaving on Thursday and so was I. Thursday came like it always does but our plans came to a halt. I was called by my recruiter and was told there was a problem with my paperwork and so I couldn’t be shipped off Friday. Mater of fact he doesn’t know when exactly I can be shipped off. So I have been here in this apartment with no bed, no t.v, no pots, and rarely any food at all.
But that isn’t the worst thing bout it I can’t even afford to pay the whole rent for August so I am being thrown out in a couple of days with out a place to go, no family and hardly any friends.
There was a point that I did cry and I prayed and prayed. But all I could think of was to do what I do best and write and try to use this experience to help others. So I ask again is Death easy cause life is hard? Always remember while you are going through your storms always remember that there is someone else worst off then you are out there and be thankful for God has placed in your life, and keep him close and don’t turn your back on him, because he will never do it to you.
So now I am bout to jet out of this apartment so this will be the last time I will be writing in this apartment. So I hope that this letter touches someone and helps them with there problems
There was a point that I did cry and I prayed and prayed. But all I could think of was to do what I do best and write and try to use this experience to help others. So I ask again is Death easy cause life is hard? Always remember while you are going through your storms always remember that there is someone else worst off then you are out there and be thankful for God has placed in your life, and keep him close and don’t turn your back on him, because he will never do it to you.
So now I am bout to jet out of this apartment so this will be the last time I will be writing in this apartment. So I hope that this letter touches someone and helps them with there problems
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